The Magical Notepad

You know, I think I've woken up to orgainised religion.
I believe in Jesus my saviour... but no church these days ever do it right.
So i'm just fumbling blind towards Jesus, just hoping he'll catch me when I die.

You can tell me that I didn't give them enough chances.
You can tell me that I should have attended purely for God, rather than to just be around good people.
You can tell me that I'm over exaggerating, that I'm hating everyone who ever did me wrong, when they don't really deserve it.
They DO deserve it.
They DO need to know that what they did to me was wrong!

I KNOW what Jesus taught.
I KNOW how it was meant to be.
I KNOW what they're doing wrong.

I guess this was just my time to wake up to organised religion.
And what saddens me the most...

They don't even care whose gone.