The Magical Notepad

For those of you who don't know, I suffer from a mental illness called Bipolar Disorder. Another name for this is Manic Depression. The doctors came to this conclusion because during my adolescence I had (and still have to some degree) violent mood swings from depression to mania.
It interrupted my life all throughout my adolescence.
It made me angry and it made me bitter.

A very close friend of mine (Sam) wrote me a beautiful letter after I graduated from school, and in it he said God has a special plan for me.
And I totally believe that.
I totally believe my bipolar will end up being used for the better by the Glory of the Power of The Holy Trinity. (that's not me being manic)

I know I have a mental illness and I know that I am crazy.
But if I am crazy in this life, then so be it.
Onto the next life, with my best pal Jesus Christ.

Damn!!! I'm crazy.
But I love crazy.